I've been really looking at myself lately, both personality and appearance wise, and reflecting on how different I am now yet how I am still almost the same. I suppose it's a case of 'same face different person' as I have had so many self realisations recently.
CAUTION, THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET REAL.
I am not the person I, and everyone else, thought I was. I used to be kind of high maintenance. Money obsessed. I went shopping almost every day and bought tons of makeup and clothes and other random rubbish I didn't need. I used to be quite rude and thought I was better than everyone else. But in the last year (maybe less than a year) I have seen so many things change in me. Looks wise, yes. I have lost weight (completely by accident), the curls in my hair sort of dropped out so they are now looser and kind of beachy (which I LOVE), I noticed how blue my eyes were and started using it to my advantage (selfie wise - lol), I got a tiny bit taller which is nice as I've always been short. Important, I stopped wearing a lot of makeup too. This has given me such a confidence boost for some reason and I am now confident enough to say I actually prefer my face with very little or no makeup.
Personality wise, I have seen the most changes. As well as becoming more confident, I have seen other changes in myself like becoming my own person. I no longer follow everything my friends do or do something for attention. I make up my own mind and when my family makes a (wrong) decision on my behalf, I make it known that it is not cool to do that. I stopped caring about money, which I know seems dumb, but I literally could not care less. Most importantly, I now know where I want to be and I am happy within myself and I love myself and I know I'm a nice and kinda funny person and I LOVE it!
People, I URGE you to just think about yourself for a little bit. Take a look on the past year and see how far you have come. Realise your strengths and recognise your weaknesses and try and become a better person! You will feel so much better, I promise. x
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